Sat
10
May
2008
I feel more then ever....
All we can do is move forward. Left right, left right.
I feel saved, without a God involved.
I hear you in my heart and no one can take that away from me.
All my sadness is gone.
I was afraid you would deny me but instead you loved me as much as I love you.
The blackness is lifted the years of looking and asking questions there was no answers for. Years of trying to make him my friend, but I have to move forward.
With some sadness also can come joy.
I am sad for him. I am. I wish I could make him feel this joy. I wish I could make him understand but what can I do. I am only me.
I was angry at him I admit I would cry and ball my fists, but that is all past. I found my savior. I found my joy, I found a love I know well, Family. So I will focus on my joy and ignore his anger if I ever see him again. As long as I can hug them this summer everything is ok.
I feel saved, without a God involved.
I hear you in my heart and no one can take that away from me.
All my sadness is gone.
I was afraid you would deny me but instead you loved me as much as I love you.
The blackness is lifted the years of looking and asking questions there was no answers for. Years of trying to make him my friend, but I have to move forward.
With some sadness also can come joy.
I am sad for him. I am. I wish I could make him feel this joy. I wish I could make him understand but what can I do. I am only me.
I was angry at him I admit I would cry and ball my fists, but that is all past. I found my savior. I found my joy, I found a love I know well, Family. So I will focus on my joy and ignore his anger if I ever see him again. As long as I can hug them this summer everything is ok.
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